Have you ever felt a moment in your life when you just WANT to be stuck in that very "second" of your life, as if your whole existence depended on it?
But then again, have you ever experienced that you are just so STUCK in that moment that you can not just budge no matter how you go crazy flagging your arms to find your way out?
Why can't life's moment be just the former rather than the latter? Or maybe, more moments in life should be a little more of the former and a little less , if not totally none, of the latter?
I feel moments that are precious should last a little longer than it have had in my life. And those that are just way too "forgettable" be just gone and diminish into thin air.
The more I wish it goes away, the "stuckable" moments, the more it remains. I miss the special times I want moments to end. I think life's significance is embedded in those times, those special moments.
im "blogging" again ... i do not know how to unearth from myself the emotions all bottled up inside longing for those ordinary yet extra ordinary moments of life. It does not have to be long walks in the beach under a star-filled skyline, or holding hands amidts a crowded avenue so as one is not lost from the other, or moments of silence then laughter of something silly as a glance ... it does not have to be that ... its maybe even just an unconscious attempt of having such moments is somehow more than enough for a thirsty soul and dry heart.
later.
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