Gush

I think I'm ready to fall in love with someone ... If I'm not in love already at all.

It's been a while and I've have had had moments I deny ... okay, several moments. But between me and God, between me and the whole world, I think I'm ready to put my heart out and fall in love.

Who is he? He's someone adorable. Someone I want to care for. Someone I want to talk with at the beginning of the day. Someone I want to talk with at the end of the day. Someone I want to share my family with. Someone I want to share my friends with. Someone I would like to be silent with. Someone to run around in the rain. Someone to tickle. Someone to dance with. Cook with. Wash dishes with. Cry with. Fight with. Make up with. Dream with. Love with.

Someone I can kneel with and pray.

I am ready. I don't know about him, though.

But I don't care. He makes me happy. I will be happy. In the end, I want us to be together. But if it doesn't work the way I hope and wish and pray for it to be, then, I know that he is someone who made me take a chance on love ... for the first time. For that, I fall all over again.

later.