Catch Me If You Can

I don't think I'll be able to face tomorrow if I can't find the strength to face today.

There are a million and one things I need to let go in order to find my way tomorrow. In doing so, I have to conquer the days as it come. It's a spinning, tupsy turvy ride. The ups and downs are so obvious that the fluctuations make me dizzy.

There are people I need to let go, people that I have to let go. Holding on to them, much as it will keep them in my heart, will never help me face and receive the people that needs to come into my life right now.

There are emotions I need to face. If only to let go, I need to accept that I am in pain, I am hurt, I am abandoned, I am neglected, I am alone. Only through knowing and accepting that I am feeling all these that they will all go away.

There are moments I need to forget. In doing so, I'm pretty sure there is a chance to create other moments that will define my life from hereon.

I need to forgive myself. Before doing all of the above. Nothing beats the true wisdom of forgiving your own transgressions to yourself. Only then that moving forward is truly liberating.

I have to do this now. Or I may no longer be able to do it at all.

later.