Monday, March 14, 2011

writing what i feel .. feeling what i write ...


i don't think i can write about what i feel.

someone told me early this morning that i'm better off writing what i feel. but the thing is what i feel is not connected to what i think. let me explain myself. if i can think of not feeling what i am feeling right now, i wouldn't have anything to write at all as i would probably tell what i feel not to feel it instead so i wouldn't have anything to think. clearly, i feel a total disconnection between my thoughts and my emotions.

im harboring some deep-seated, inexplicable, irrational emotions i THINK i should not be FEELING.

later.

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